I donít even know you. Why did I think this was a good idea. Why are you here?

Iím broken. Theyíre right. Iím not the mom type. Why did I think I could do this?


I am just milk and labor. How can anyone do this? Why does anyone do this?


Iím never going to sleep again. I am useless. I hate everyone who didnít warn me how hard it is. I hate everyone.
This is hard. This is awful. This is boring. This is exhausting. I canít do this.


I donít have the instincts. I am an awful person. I am broken. I wish I were dead.
Iím not capable of love. I canít do this.


Please burp already. Please. Please just-


*pat pat*


You... patted... me?
YOU PATTED ME?


You are the most brilliant, beautiful, empathetic creature that the earth has ever seen!


I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE HAS EVER LOVED ANYONE IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD
ALL OTHER LOVES ARE A LIE COMPARED TO MY HEART IN THIS MINUTE
AND I WOULD MURDER A THOUSAND MONSTERS WITH MY BARE HANDS JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE